Sunday, October 31, 2004

not feeling good...

I have not been feeling good as of late. Don't know what it is. It's hard. Too hard at times. It's physical. It's mental. It's emotional. I think. I don't know.

It's just really hard right now. This is a different side of this "illness." Yet there are so many things that resemble my past experiences.

Hope...where are you right now? God....where are you right now?

I need you. Or something. Mostly you. But then again, what do I know?

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