Friday, June 17, 2005

Just another day.....

You know I think I can figure out why I stopped blogging. I have discovered that is difficult to write or share my feelings and thoughts when it is difficult to get out of bed and more importantly, stay out of bed. The last couple of days have been just that......difficult.

But life goes on.

Today, I will go and meet with the priest from the Episcopal church. I have many questions about the church as well as future ministry. I will let you know how things go......


until then

Sunday, June 12, 2005

One of those quiz things....

I love reading my buddy's blogs, Nomey and Steve. They seem to provoke thoughts and better yet are there as friends. After reading Nomey's blog (and blessings to you my brother) and about his time with God on the way to Cape.....I clicked over to Steve's blog. He had his results for one of those quizes that are so fun to do that tells you "what your theological worldview is" and so I took the quiz and here are my results....



You scored as Emergent/Postmodern. You are Emergent/
Postmodern in your theology. You feel alienated from older forms
of church, you don't think they connect to modern culture very well.
No one knows the whole truth about God, and we have much to
learn from each other, and so learning takes place in dialogue.
Evangelism should take place in relationships rather than
through crusades and altar-calls. People are interested in
spirituality and want to ask questions, so the church should help
them to do this.

Emergent/Postmodern


96%

Modern Liberal


75%

Roman Catholic


57%

Evangelical Holiness/Wesleyan


57%

Classical Liberal


54%

Neo orthodox


46%

Reformed Evangelical


29%

Fundamentalist


14%

Charismatic/Pentecostal


11%

What's your theological worldview?
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On that note, maybe God is trying to tell me something here......anyhow, take the quiz and let us know how you did.....

until then.........

Big difference

Saturday, a couple of our former youth came and stayed the night with us. It was a fun time and we all looked forward to going to church together today. I knew that they would probably enjoy one of the larger churches in town and so we made plans to go there.....but I was going to get up and go to St. Paul's Episcopal Church for their early service. Me and one of the former youth got up and went to St. Paul's first and then to Bethel Temple.

To say that there was a difference in the worship styles would be stating the overly obvious. Of course there would be a difference in the worship styles. But thinking back, I really see the difference is not so much preference per each denomination/church but more philosophically. I would like to think that the goal is the same: leading people into God's presence. It is just funny how they attempt to do that. One through the sacred and holy and the other through praise choruses and "dynamic" preaching.

The difference couldn't be any starker. My preference have always been praise chorus over hymns....dynamic sermons with dynamic personalities over....well anything else.....commuincation and fellowship during worship over silence and reverence.....and well the list could go on. Each preference could be explained pretty simple. But things are so different now. I totally enjoyed the sacred this morning. The "repetitive" prayers/responsive readings are more than words but the echo of hearts from years gone by through today using biblical language.

And there was the "quiet." The quiet pierces the business of the world with internet access and blogging and cable television and touches to where Merton thinks a man truly lives....the solitude. My heart leaped with the silence and reverence as if I was watching a million different TV's - all the excited by the stillness. Instead of my mind wondering off and my thoughts racing, it was captivated by the "sacred" as if I was watching some horrible wreck and just couldn't turn away. No desire to read something else or think about something else or to attempt to fill my time with a million things. No....the stillness and "sacred" was much more captivating. Maybe because it had my mind, heart and soul. Wait....isn't that something in the bible?

Anyways.....there is a big difference for this "southern baptist" who has a desire now to learn the sign of the cross, buy an Anglican rosary, and to sit and talk with the local priest. Yep. There is a big difference.......

Maybe a certain "person" will still think of me as a Christian if I "become" Anglican/Episcopalian......


well....we'll see at least......

until then.......