And it goes on......

My attempts at regular blogging has fallen....somewhat short of my goal. To be honest...which i always try to do.....anything but going to class out of necessity and sleeping....i have not had much desire or energy to do anything else.

My journey of late has been a long torturing event. i have been or am struggling over too many "big" things and it is only adding to the pressure that this depression seems to have on me. it seems to be the same stuff for me, those things that are constantly bothering me....like......ministry, spirituality, my walk with Christ, my future, my "vocation" as Merton would call it, my relationship with my wife, my.....well it keeps going....