Words with no rhyme or reason

Words with no rhyme or reason - let me know what you think:

The beauty of life under siege
Honestly
I can’t believe
The outcome of faded dreams
You see
It’s been harder and harder, through all this pain
Will I survive in this death game
I have no shame
Casualties of fame
All my homies think I am insane
I might be, but nobody knows and who really cares
It’s so hard and it sure ain’t fair –
But thats neither here nor there
I got to roll on
And be strong
It won’t be long –
Till we’re all gone
But what if I am all wrong?
What will I do –
To make it through
The next day
So many things I wanted to do
And wanted to say
Before my judgment day.
I’m so sick of trying –
He’s offering – but I ain’t buying –
Fear of life got me crying –
If I said I didn’t think of it – I’d be lying
I feel like I am slowly dying –
Waiting for the end of time.
This death game is a hard bout
It leaves me with all kinds of doubt –
I thought I was strong, I thought I was stout
Humility has left me with no clout
Until it’s time – I’m out